Mistake

The only purpose of  writing this post is to tell all my patient readers that What mistakes we actually commit.
While going through the pages of my life I strongly believe that the purpose of life is only to serve as a warning to others. Basically, there are certain things in life that teaches us allot, if we really want to gain something from them.


I remember my school days, have gained allot from them. Those days during the school assembly teachers used to tell some or the other virtuous stories that related our life directly or indirectly. I would like to mention one here. It goes like, there were two brothers who used to live in the 80th floor of there apartment. On coming home one day, they realized to there dismay that the lifts were not working and that they have to climb the stairs home. After struggling to the 20th level, panting and tired, they decided to abandon there bags and come back for them the next day. They left there bags then and climbed on. When they have struggled to the 40th floor, the younger brother started to grumble and both of them began to quarrel. They continued to climb the flights of steps, quarreling all the way to the 60th floor. Then they realized that they have only 20 more levels to climb and decided to stop quarreling and climb the steps in peace. Finally, they reached there destination. They were in front of the door of there flat, stood calmly, and waited for the other to open the door. And they realized that the key was in their bags which was left on the 20th floor.


My friends, many of us live under the expectations of our parents, teachers and friends when young. We seldom get to do things that we really like and love and are under so much pressure and stress so that by the age of 20 we get tired and decided to dump this load . Until and unless we do this we feel unsatisfied. Its like there is something missing in life that we have never experienced. I know, its really hard to experience a bitter truth but its far more better than living in a false world that has no meaning in itself. Its necessary to realize what your dreams are and what you want from your life. Its not a sin to follow your dreams, as you will live your life with no regrets, but the Mistake you commit here is hurt people around you who really care for you and love you. And somewhere in your heart you too love them and cant live without them. This is the Mistake for which there is no sorry. The Mistake which will make you shed your tears and also your well wishers. And once you commit it its really hard to repent it. You just can say sorry thats it.


So guys... here is a big sorry for all Mistakes I'v committed. Love you all.

Flow Of Life

That was the time, when we were together. The time, that would never come back again. Today I realized, that one should never regret for anything because at one time it was exactly what one wanted. I remember at every moment you were beside me. But, these circumstances, Gosh!! tortures till one agonizes. Its really very hard to sustain a relationship. The Flow Of Life, may not be unidirectional. So, the thing is that what should one do... 

If the sky above seems cloudy,

And you are left out in the rain,

If you are searching for a rainbow,

But the colors bring you pain,

If your world is not revolving,

And there is no end in sight,

If you are looking for the sunshine,

But all you see is night,

If all around are smiling,

But all you can do is frown,

If you are tired of all this living,

When life just brings you down.

Just remember...

Then look beyond your teardrops,

At the wonders of this land,

The beauty of a flower,

Like velvet in your hand.

Feel the air around you,

The smell of new moon hay,

Laughing children in the park,

The innocence there at play, 

Imagine floating with a butterfly,

As she flutters between the trees,

Or the whispers of the ocean,

On warm hot summer's breeze,

Think of the taste of candy floss,

As it melts upon your tongue,

Or the melody of morning birds,

As they greet each day with song,

Remember words of beauty,

Told in your mother's embrace,

Feel the gentleness of her touch,

As she softly kissed your face, 

Seek the good within you,

Cast the clouds from your sky,

Don't look toward the pavement,

But hold your head up high,

Think not what life owes you,

But of all you have to give,

Forget about tomorrow,

Then you can start to live. 

So Bless this age your are living in,

With the gifts you can bestow,

Don't disregard the stream of life,

Go gently with the flow.

Life Goes On

In every human life, there are some moments 

when one is sad and depressed frustrated from every zone of life, And feel like leaving everything & going away. 

Some moments in which one is wrapped with tensions, one wants to get out of them and fly high in the sky, but cant run away. 

Some moments in which, one who adores hurts sentiments, one needs a support, a shoulder to dry on, but doesn't find one. 

Some moments in which one gets tired of life or so intensely hurt that one wants to die 

one wishes to end up with life at that very moment. 

And in every human life one day arrives ,when there is a big halt to one's life. And then the people cry and show that they were concerned.

Then the question arises,"Do they wait for one's death To care, To understand the one." If so, then wait till death and until then..                                            


          LIFE GOES ON ... !!!

I m sorry

There are times when you really don't know what you are doing exactly. You don't have any idea that whatever is happening will directly or indirectly affect the people around you. After you commit a mistake you try hiding it. Mistake that can never be corrected. Still you try.. you cry.. you apologize. Coz you are feeling Sorry.

I'm sorry for everything you've been through

It must have been very hard on you

I'm sorry for all that's been said and done

I was the moon, you were the sun

I'm sorry for not making everything right

But the situation I was in, was very tight

I'm sorry for not lending you a hand

If only I could be a better friend

I'm sorry if it seemed like I didn't care

Lucky for you, your special- someone was there

I'm sorry for breaking your heart

For forgiveness, where do I start?

Through The Storms

I did not know His love before,

the way I know it now.
I could not see my need for Him,
my pride would not allow.
I had it all, without a care,
the Self-sufficient lie.
My path was smooth, my sea was still,
not a cloud was in my sky.

I thought I knew His love for me,
I thought I'd seen His grace,
I thought I did not need to grow,
I thought I'd found my place.
But then the way grew rough and dark,
the storm clouds quickly rolled;
The waves began to rock my ship,
my anchor would not hold.

The ship that I had built myself
was made of foolish pride.
It fell apart and left me bare,
with nowhere else to hide.
I had no strength or faith to face
the trials that lay ahead,
And so I simply prayed to Him
and bowed my weary head.

His loving arms enveloped me,
and then He helped me stand.
He said, You still must face this storm,
but I will hold your hand.
So through the dark and lonely night
He guided me through pain.
I could not see the light of day
or when the storm might wane.

Yet through the aches and endless tears,
my faith began to grow.
I could not see it at the time,
but my light began to glow.
I saw God's love in brand new light,
His grace and mercy, too.
For only when all self was gone
could God' love shine through.

It was not easy in the storm,
I sometimes wondered, Why
At times I thought, I can't go on.
I'd hurt, and doubt, and cry.
But God never left my side,
He guided me each day.
Through pain and strife,
through fire and flood,
He helped me all the way.

And now I see as never before
how great His love can be.
How in my weakness He is strong,
how God cares for me!
He worked it all out for my good,
although the way was rough.
He only sent what I could bear,
and then He cried, Enough!

He raised His hand and said, Be still!
He made the storm clouds cease.
He opened up the gates of joy
and flooded me with peace.
I saw His face now clearer still,
I felt His presence strong,
I found anew His faithfulness,
He never did me wrong.

Now I know more storms will come,
but only for my good,
For pain and tears have helped me grow
as naught else ever could.
I still have so much more to learn
as God works in me;
If in the storm I'll love Him more,
that's where I want to be!

Letting Go

As silence fills my loneliness
Only for you my heart cries
The growing pain within myself
That tears every senses of my life.

Tears flow endlessly
Even my eyes swells in deep agony
But nothing had been left
That I burned even more with desire
Just to feel the warmness of your embrace.

I still have the memories when we first met
Memories that I thought would just be the beginning
And would never end
But suddenly it was gone with the wind.

I always say I LOVE YOU
Deep inside my heart I do
Thinking that you feel the same way too
That even we're miles away we can make it through

I felt my world shattered like a glass
One day when you told me that I was just a back up
And that you are still in search of your perfect match
For someone you can marry even when there's no real LOVE.

I have been waiting for a chance
Hoping that one day you would realize and understand
I gave you everything that I have
Just to let you know that I love you so much

You have closed your door to me indeed
Even if I was just trying to talk, just being a FRIEND
Then I realized, Perhaps I was obsessed and was pushing myself to you...
And now, I need to say goodbye and Let go!

I See the Face

Tears still fill my eyes when I call his name,

Nothing had to ever change.

How could he dare do that to me,

Leave me in all this misery.

I want to know, if he loved me so,

Then why I am all so all alone

Never he said will you be afraid

I'll protect you, nothing will change.

Why did he say those things to me

So he would see if I believed

I want to hear, if he loved me dear,

Then why I am all so all alone

He slipped his hand under my chin,

And looked with such a loving grin,

The kind that melts your heart to gold,

The kind you bury deep inside your soul.

I want to see, if he loved me deep,

Then why am I all so all alone.

He touched my hand, in a single swipe,

He changed my world, my light my life.

And ran his fingers through my hair,

He gave me such an enchanting glare,

I thought I knew that he loved me true,

Then why am I all so all alone.

He called me each sunrise to live in his world,

To breathe on his life and live on his words,

And gladly I would forever extend,

This love between us 'til my journeys end.

But who'd have believed, he went before me,

That's why I'm all so all alone.

Gladly take his place I would,

With a smile on my face, if I only could.

I'd brave the storm, and wait for him,

Till the ends of the world, to his arms again,

I would take his place, Till I see his face,

But I am still all so all alone.

He took of my life, and soul, and heart,

when from this life he had to depart.

Please, God, I just don't understand,

can’t my heart make him live again.

If only it could, if only of would, 

But that’s why I'm all so all alone.

I dream of the day, when his face I'll see, 

Shining in light and glorify.

But 'til the day I feel his embrace, 

I must dream of his life, and remember his face.

But 'til the day, that I see his face, 

I will remain all so all alone.